Fall?

Standing on the edge, the joy, the rush, pulse coursing through one's veins. The situation of it all.

It's interesting when something isn't real, knowing so will often not have effect on one's senses. Only so much stimuli can be conveyed.

The times when knowing something isn't real but it still has the effects to affect you greatly is quite the feat.

But when it's really real, and you feel every fibre of your body telling you not to do something, and you do it knowingly, purposefully, with intention and not choosing to ignore that which is your fear, you can almost feel the thrill override it.

And that feeling alone is worth doing it all over again.