More Poetry

after i updated on my previous post of valentine poems, i flipped through my book of homemade poetry and found i had some other poems that have themes of loneliness. one of which has already been posted. although it also has a very depressing theme. so here are the rest of my poems which are either about loneliness or just plain depressing. please do not duplicate or steal without permission.

Alone - 12 June 2007
where is the pause when darkness surrounds?
where is the cause, why none can be found?
alone, filled with emptiness,
the feeling of null and loneliness,

gone is the wind of fate,
gone is the strength of courage,
gone is all that is great,
not even the remains of rage,

isolation, an island alone,
pools of emotion but never once shown,

falling,
an abyss of darkness waiting,
solitude begins to be sane,
sane caused by an endless pain,

yet common i feel these things to be,
for no one can see the way i see,
things i neither say nor show,
being alone for so long and therefore i know.

Death - 15 August 2007
it is, in a way, a matter of where,
somewhere in the world, maybe here, maybe there,
it is, in a way, also about time,
when the birds start to sing, or when the clock chimes,
it is, in a way, of how it will happen,
never knowing when it does, but causes moods to dampen,

it is death, some have feared, and some don't give a damn,
it is inevitable, unpredictable, and also where i am,
many have tried to avoid it, but it is what i'm searching for,
it is something i have found, and i couldn't ask for more.

I Cry Inside - 25 October 2007
the problem with crying inside, is that the tears are hard to dry,
the sadness within doesn't truly subside and it makes you want to die,

the sadness within that forever will stay,
for it cannot escape, it has no other way,
the endless abyss of sadness and sorrow,
the feeling that makes you want to see no tomorrow,

death, much have feared, much have tried to avoid,
yet it is death, around me it has coiled,
it is an alternative, much better than eternal suffering,
it is the path i have chosen, and because so, i am no longer dying.

all poems on my blog were written by myself unless otherwise stated. please ask permission before using, duplicating, modifying, or posting it in your own site/blog/etc.