If

if for every ten minutes i am angry i would cause something to die, every species on the face of the planet would be extinct by now.

if for every time my rage almost exceeds my control i would generate heat, the planet's only source of moisture would be saliva.

if for every time my rage does exceeds my control i would explode, the planet would have quite a number of large craters.

if for every time i cried a tear the world would see sunlight, then everyone would be in eternal darkness.

if for every time i am happy rain would fall, then there may be only enough water to plant weeds.

if every moment of physical pain i felt is converted into lightning, the world would have very regular storms.

if every moment of emotional pain i felt is converted into electricity, i could light up the world for life.

if every time i felt numb and alone a wave would rush towards the shore, then tsunami's would have destroyed the world by now.

if for every moment i felt like committing suicide a drop of blood would drip from me, then i may as well be dead by now.

if for every time i wanted to slit my wrist a slice of bread was created, then the world would never be in hunger.

if for every time life felt pointless i would paint a picture, then the world's supply of painting material would be finish.

if for every time i had a murderous intent i actually killed someone, humans would be extinct.

if for every time i wanted to cut myself but didn't i would download a song, then i would have downloaded all songs in existence by now.

if for every time i felt death was better then life someone would get a superpower, then everybody would be super heroes and villain.

if every time i smiled naturally the sky would be clear, then the sky would be gray most of the time.

if every time i feel disconnected from the world a hair would fall, then everybody would be bald.

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"Pain, without love, Pain, I can't get enough, Pain, I like it rough Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all"

that is the chorus and the first part of a song by 'three days grace' with the title 'pain'. after hearing the song, i realized it was also the reason why i cut myself when i was depressed. quote:"i'd rather feel pain than nothing at all"



bloody awesome song i found three days ago. hell yea.

THREE DAYS GRACE LYRICS

"Pain"

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain