The Experiment

ladies, and gentlemen. living in an apartment means having to take care of my own trash. about once a month, my rubbish bin gets full and i will have to pack it up and dispose of it. that's when the idea of this experiment came up.

i thought to myself, 'what if i don't throw my rubbish away after one month?'. well ladies and gentlemen, after one month and several days, i present to you, a weapon of mass destruction!



trash is something that must be well maintained. otherwise, you will end up with a biological weapon as seen above.

Stimuli

in memory of Choon Yang. may he rest in peace.

when i got back from his funeral, i was rather sweaty. i accessed my laptop to check various things. blog updates, e-mails, and so on.

it was soon when i decided to take a bath. granted the water in my apartment is always cold, since we do not have a water heater. but today, it seemed almost inviting to shiver in its cold wake.

after i have finished cleaning myself, i continued letting the water pour onto me. it was a curious sensation. by now, my body had already adapted and stopped shivering. i raised my head to feel the droplets on my face. i faced downward to let it hit the back of my head and slide down my spine. it was a very curious sensation.

each water droplet felt like it has its own identity. they all came from the same source. but when they dispersed and hit my body one by one, it felt as though each of them had a story to tell me. and yet, after they had made contact, they slide down my body and flow away. they had become one again.

the water droplets were amazingly cool. their temperature much lower than humans. they absorb my body heat the moment they made contact. they continue to absorb as they slide downwards. such small things. and yet, they can cool and clean my body.

as i turn off the shower, the remaining droplets slide down. going about their way.

after i had slipped into some attire, i head toward the balcony of my apartment. the wind hits my body. they seem to come in waves. sometimes strong, sometimes mild. the feeling of it brushing against my face seems almost addictive. it felt as though the most smoothest silk cloth is being brushed against my face while being pulled lightly backwards.

as i look into the purple sky where the yolk orange sun was setting behind a building, i felt almost like i was flying.

i walk back to my room. as i did so, i let my hand touch the walls on the way. as i slide my hand along the wall leading to my room, it felt as though an explosion of emotion had surfaced. the surface was not smooth. and yet, somehow, it seemed so perfect. the feeling of such random dried up patterns, with no rational arrangement whatsoever, and yet, somehow, it feels so in place, so perfect.

i sit in front of my laptop to start typing, i felt a curiousness in each keystroke. each key seems to have a different texture. different enough to know its not the same. and yet, so similar its hard to what is different. some keys felt smoother. others felt rough, having a grainy texture, as if the finest sand were upon it.

i decided to take a sip from my tumbler. the feeling of the tumbler touching my mouth was amazing. it felt like the wall, only more refined, less chaotic. it was smoother. as i began to swallow the water, it felt as though it was trying its best not to break apart. as if it wanted to be swallowed as a whole.

in less than an hour, i have taken notice of stimuli i often do not bother to think about. the touch of a breeze, the texture of wood, metal, even water. how often do you do this?

if i were to tell you that you had only 48 left to live, would you do what i had just done? the prospect of dying gives us the jolt we need to appreciate life. to appreciate the things around that can be humanly perceived. you would see things differently, smell air differently.

why is it that we must face death in order to realize that we have only one life to live?

27042009

you know the feeling you get when you stay up the whole night to do something you don't want about something you have no interest in for a reason you don't care about but you have to do it anyway? that's what i'm feeling right now.

granted i can actually just ignore everything in the world and not do my four page long essay during the last minute, i did anyways. why? cause i have nothing better to do. oh, except sleep.


suddenly, this became my best friend.

when i'm finally done, i though i would take some pictures since i'm ridiculously bored and class is an hour away so i can't sleep. but guess what, my phone decided to go opn strike and simply refused to take a single picture. fan-tastic. fan-f*&%$#@-tastic. so i had to take crappy VGA scale pictures with my laptop instead of 2MP pictures with my phone.


you see how crappy my laptop webcam is? at least it has a webcam right?

smucker's goober. i mean, its just yummy. i can't help eating it. having a diet of just peanut butter & jelly with bread for more than two weeks is Not good for health. (note: i did not eat that many in 2 weeks. it's collected through several months.)

another thing to make my day crappier is the fact that i'm broke. supported GACClite too much i guess. but i can't deny their sandwiches were good. can't really blame me for buying everything on the menu within three days.

so i'm tired and broke. what else can go worse right? oh wait, finals are less than a month away and i hardly understand my syllables. to top it all off, if i don't score my finals, i might just have to repeat another semester on top of the semester that i already have to repeat. yippee!

why can't they predict the world to end tomorrow instead? that would make me feel much better knowing that i don't need suffer anymore on this boiling planet. i mean seriously, lately the temperature here is so hot, i can hardly sleep anymore. then i wake up all sweaty and sticky, as if i wrestled someone while sleeping.

since i already begam ranting, let me just continue by saying that i want a better printer. its not like i don't appreciate the printer i have now. its laser after all. but of all the types of printer, its monochrome. i can't even use my Own money to print colour with it. i don't have much to complaint about printing speed but it is apparently slower than other laser printers.

at this point, i'm just annoyed with life. i think i'll go get sugar high now and see if that helps me stay awake through class today.


yes, that is a jar of sugar.

Real Life Superheroes

it all started when i was too bored for my own good when i decided i should randomly visit site linked on main websites to entertain myself.

and then i was linked to this page.

ladies and gentlemen, take a moment to first visit that page and read everything there.
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read it? done? good.

now, how many noticed that there was two from malaysia? how many?

anyways, thats the whole point of this post. just to point this out. yes, i am bored.

Fever

you wanna know the most annoying thing in human history that bugs me to the bone? getting a friggin fever. i curse whoever that invented fever to get run over by cancer.

i mean seriously now, when i had my day fully planned and actually excited to go to class, my entire body has to feel two temperatures at the same time. and if that wasn't enough, it gives me aches with every movement i try to make. this is not a feeling i have come to miss.

so what can a guy do in a situation like his eh? pop 2 panadols in and wear a jacket of course. but as if that wasn't good enough, the friggin fever has to grow a mind of its own and crash my entire body system. i mean, what the hell man? one minute i was sitting on my bed, next minute i friggin wake up late afternoon with my body Still aching all over the place.

ok, maybe my body just hates me. i don't blame it. i have been abusing it non-stop since i have it. and its not like i'm eating any healthier since i came here. its only normal if the body dislikes the brain, right?

so here's my specially formulated solution that will cure my body of all diseases, lose the body! if the brain has no body, it can't fall sick right? all i gotta do now is wait for technology to catch up with my idea then i can finally live a disease free life as only a brain.

GACC lite 2009

GACClite 2009 is now over. probably the best 3 days of my life was over there. though the event was small, i met new people and even commissioned a very awesome picture! lots of pictures were taken of course. but not by me, since my phone camera has mood swings and sometimes decide not to work.

but no worries! i have a bunch of links to blogs and forums that have pictures or links to pictures in them. so worry not and hurry up to click the following links to check out the awesomeness of the event.

Mieko's Blog - people, figurines, and the opening video!

Edo's Blog - maids, artjam, and more maids!

Comic Fiesta Forum GACClite Thread - some cosplaying here.

these are so far the reliable links. hopefully more people will upload their pictures of GACClite online.

P.S. i regret not asking someone to take a picture of me in a maid harem.

Woohoo!!

GACC's main website is finally open! check it out here. also don't forget to check out the april's fool page!

still reading? excellent! many cool and interesting info are available at the main site. including links to blogs and so on.

if you have time, don't forget to check out GACC lite that will be held soon enough as a warm up for GACC 2009! mmu students and public people are welcomed to pay us a visit!

on a final note, don't forget to watch the teaser video of GACC 2009 at the bottom of the main site.



P.S. make sure your speakers are loud for an epic effect.