Valentine 2009

a little late for such a post i would say but its not like you missed anything important anyways. caution, post may be emo.

two days after valentine's day this year, it was a monday. being my usual self i wrote a piece of literature on how i felt on that day. though i must say, it follows my usual theme of depression. how strange the way my brain is wired.

sometimes i truly wonder, am i so different from everyone else? statistically speaking, there has to be someone like me out there somewhere. still, the fact that most of the time people predict me wrongly surely saddens me.

does it really seem like i would destroy the world if i could? does it really seem like i choose death over life? does it really seem like i would choose war rather than peace? perhaps my demeanor really does seem like this. a lack of expression perhaps? i don't know.

anyways, here's the short literature i wrote two days after valentines day. call it a poem if you must.

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the broken valentines - 16 February 2009

like a dimming light. ah, how the fools walk around me.
flames to be fueled or extinguished? glowing cast iron, freshly made.
will it cool? will it cool?

on the path that is different, their cold metal hitting each other.
oh, the small sparks it makes.
i watch in amusement.

has the day end when it begun?
how irritating the flies of this meat. its red blood flows pointlessly.
how i ponder its creation.

like yesterday, the night is filled with darkness.
the same sky looks upon me. how common this strange day seems.
as common as another day. have i simply not aged more?

Support GACC 2009!!!

first off, what is GACC? GACC stands for games anime comic circle. every year, the club [emina] has an event called GACC. for the past few years, this event has been epic. having many activities such as cosplay, doujin gaming, performances and other awesome things.

as we all know, any epic event requires money. now, GACC 2009 need your help! simply go over to this page of my fansite and download the proposal file to view our proposal.

e-mail me at sucker_d_polvis@yahoo.com for further inquiries or if you wish to contribute for GACC 2009.

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that is as far as i go officially.

this event is organized by the club [emina] from multimedia university melacca.

this is a club that i happen to be in, so personally, i want this to be more epic than last year. if you guys know people that can contribute then that would be awesome as well.

on a final note, when the venue for the event is confirmed, it would be awesome if all you guys could attend. unlike some events that are very commercialized, GACC is designed to be FUN. it is truly an event that cannot be missed.

A Funny Little Thing

sorry i have abandoned this place so long you guys. i'm still working on some stuff for my next post. not giving any spoilers though, hehe..

so this is a very short post that is basically a link i find worth my time to see. just click here. it links over to a deviantart page owned by a member of the club i'm in. and don't bother clicking [read more] cause this post ends here.